Freaking my Dream

Ever since I was a little girl,
I have dreamed of having everything in the world.
The thing that I wanted the most
was not to boast
but to have the opportunity to be a writer....
and think that the sun shone just a little brighter.
However the thing that terrified me
was attempting to write poetry
I always seemed to write something cheesy,
because the words just didn’t flow freely.
But as if by some miracle everything has changed
and the stars seem to have rearranged.
Normally I don’t believe in those kinds of things,
but there is an energy that the Beat Freaks bring.
They give me the strength to express myself,
and clean the dust off of my internal shelf.
I guess that seems kind of cheesy as well,
but as you should be able to tell,
this is who I am finally introducing myself to be,
This description of me is no longer false imagery.
I don’t really care whether you agree,
because I know in my heart that this is me.
I realized not only another of my passions,
but also I know that expression doesn't have to come in rations.
To truly be happy you need to follow your dream,
which is not always what it seems.
At first I thought that I wanted to dance,
but that was when I was in a trance...
although dancing is a lot of fun,
I know that it is not my true calling.
I only did it because the Beat Freaks had inspired me to try something new,
but I realize my talents in dance are few...
For my true dream is to be a poet,
and now I just have to show it.
My main problem was that I was shy,
but now I am willing to give it a try.
They say the first step is the hardest to take,
however it was one that I knew wasn't a mistake.
Ever since then I have written many a rhyme,
because whenever I have too much time,
I have the words spilling out,
for I am freaking my dream...without a doubt. :)

ANBGDT

As ANBGDT is had reached its end,
This was just one of many opportunities to celebrate with our friends.
Never before has it been just the girls,
But it’s a wonder that we survived all the struggles faced…
There were many bumps along the way,
Due to the hardships for the secret to stay…
Everyday that would pass by,
Had me hoping that a certain “guy”
That had claimed to be a man
Would not be ruining our plan…
Finally the day arrived,
And our spirits seemed to thrive.
The Joy that ANBGDT brought,
Was something that we had sought…
Without a doubt this was a very fun day,
It was the best of the month of May..
The Sixteenth was a special occasion,
That was successful due to the perfect equation.
It may seem weird to compare this day to math,
But our plan seemed to follow an invisible path.
The day went so great that I cannot believe
I just wish that we didn’t have to leave.
It all started with the ride called Space Mountain,
But the heat required that we find a water fountain.
We went on rides like Splash Mountain and “It’s a Small World”,
And the map that we had was barely unfurled.
We spent most of the time just hanging out,
Because we knew without a doubt…
That whatever we did would be fun
The only problem was the Sun.
We had a scavenger hunt to attempt,
In which no one was exempt.
Everyone participated to find the items on the list,
And although there was a lot that we missed,
I still was able to complete one task,
In which no one present would have to ask,
But for those who do not know,
When I finished the task I was aglow.
For In Front of the castle I did a freeze,
Then later we ate burgers…mine with bacon and cheese.
Our last ride as a group was Indiana Jones
In which there were many unknowns.
For the ride seems very frightening,
But for some it was very enlightening,
As they had never been on the ride.
Even I had been terrified.
I felt as if I could have died,
But now as I confide...My fears subside.
No matter how afraid I was,
The adventure was worth it.
Terry, Angela, Kristine, Jennifer,
Valerie, Samantha and I…
Had a happy time,
I feel like I am on cloud nine.
And now that ANBGDT has come to an end,
I hope that we have more time to spend.
And have another outing such as this
In which nothing ever goes amiss…

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