Freaking my Dream

Ever since I was a little girl,
I have dreamed of having everything in the world.
The thing that I wanted the most
was not to boast
but to have the opportunity to be a writer....
and think that the sun shone just a little brighter.
However the thing that terrified me
was attempting to write poetry
I always seemed to write something cheesy,
because the words just didn’t flow freely.
But as if by some miracle everything has changed
and the stars seem to have rearranged.
Normally I don’t believe in those kinds of things,
but there is an energy that the Beat Freaks bring.
They give me the strength to express myself,
and clean the dust off of my internal shelf.
I guess that seems kind of cheesy as well,
but as you should be able to tell,
this is who I am finally introducing myself to be,
This description of me is no longer false imagery.
I don’t really care whether you agree,
because I know in my heart that this is me.
I realized not only another of my passions,
but also I know that expression doesn't have to come in rations.
To truly be happy you need to follow your dream,
which is not always what it seems.
At first I thought that I wanted to dance,
but that was when I was in a trance...
although dancing is a lot of fun,
I know that it is not my true calling.
I only did it because the Beat Freaks had inspired me to try something new,
but I realize my talents in dance are few...
For my true dream is to be a poet,
and now I just have to show it.
My main problem was that I was shy,
but now I am willing to give it a try.
They say the first step is the hardest to take,
however it was one that I knew wasn't a mistake.
Ever since then I have written many a rhyme,
because whenever I have too much time,
I have the words spilling out,
for I am freaking my dream...without a doubt. :)